Prayer Request: Car Accident and Just Weary of Life in This World

Watchman35 · 2019-05-12T07:20:38Z

Last night a young woman, 17, failed to yield, made a poor driving decision, and left-turned right into my lane. We collided. Ugghh!!! Thankfully, no one was hurt, but my 1995 Toyota Corolla, used every day as reliable transportation for me to-and-from work, is probably going to have to be totaled. As you can guess, it won't take much of a damage assessment to cause her insurance company to conclude it will be cheaper to pay me somewhere (I'm guessing on this) between $800-1800 to total the car than to fix the side panel, replace the broken headlamp, and repair whatever other damage there might be. If that happens, I will need to go buy a new used car, which I really don't have the money just sitting around for. Ugghh! ( I had often prayed that this car would serve me, and given thanks for it doing so, until the Lord returned for the harpazo. Looks like He better hurry if that is going to happen.) Woke up this morning so aggravated and upset by the whole thing. I feel like that car. Old, and beat-up, and having trouble running properly. I really didn't have the bandwidth in my life, emotionally, financially or spiritually to deal with this. And on top of it all, I am fighting some kind of sickness with a sore throat and just not feeling that great physically. This is the kind of crap (and You know the word I would really like to use Abba) that I am so weary of dealing with in this world. It brings up fears of lack of provision. Makes me angry with the Lord. Makes me so want out of here. I am really tired of struggling to survive in this fallen, sinful mess and really tired of dealing with my own sinful nature. Would appreciate prayers for grace to press on and healing. If the Lord chooses not to come in the next few days, I have to get on a plane and fly to California for my daughter's graduation. It would be nice to feel halfway decent physically in dealing with that. And I'm not sure what I am going to do for transportation until then. Add to that the fact that in three weeks, if we are still here, I have to travel back to Kansas to participate in a parole hearing to keep my nephew in prison for brutally murdering his mother and sister 25 years ago. I walked in and found the bodies. I am going there to have my say before the parole board on why, no matter how model of a prisoner he may have been over the past 25 years, he does not deserve his freedom. Forgiveness, yes. A chance to hear and decide about the gospel, yes. Freedom from prison in this life. No. His mom and sister don't have that option and neither should he. Do you ever feel so d*** weary of dealing with this world that you just weep and long to be gone?

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no plates or tabs to buy, no more insurance payments, no more repairs, and your horse is going to love you!

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