My heart has been feeling more heavy since yesterday. My laptop is not working well. a few days ago, it took me 4 hours to finally be able to long in, yesterday it took me over an hour. I was at a networking event for job search it cut out on me and I couldn't attend anymore. My workplace said: they are assessing the staffing situation and will be in touch with us in the next few weeks. So they are keeping us hanging there for the next few weeks still on unpaid leave? An MPP (Member of Provincial Parliament ) keeps putting flyers about vax clinics outside my door. the first time I had the flyer at my door, I felt a bit threatened and was scared a bit. In one month, they put 2 flyers outside my door, sent me an email and called me about the vax clinics) I emailed the MPPs office told them this is harrassment. the restrictions started easing up again a few days ago and I feel that we can breathe a bit more easily. then I found anohter flyer from the same MPPs office about a vax clinic (when restrictions are starting to ease up, they are still harrasssing us) I put a large note outside my door saying no more flyers from the MPPs office, I walked out of my place today and saw that somebody tore my note. that can't be the super or his wife. they have seen it and I don't think they will do anything. It is probably kids in the buidling or teenagers............I was very upset and put up another note, higher on my door to make it harder for smaller kids to reach it (if it were small kids) and put much more tape around it to make it harder to remove I am so weary of this world. My heart is really heavy and I can't put up with the way I have been feeling much longer. Heidi, can you begin to hold a small prayer group of believers weekly in your home, to come together to first worship the Lord, then petition Him in all these things, and for the troubles all around that are concerning you and them? Praying for God's interventions, regarding whatever is on each of your hearts - for change, for His will, for His removal of harassment and wherever the enemy is working, praying for Gods will and for His direction, that He would deal with all that is wrong, to make things right in each of yours and their circumstances? Giving opportunity also to pray whatever else He lays on your hearts to pray... You seem to be involved with various groups, but this would be just for one or two or a handful of saved friends in your home (or anothers), to commit to prayer together in faith and hope, for Gods encouragement support, and comfort that you (all) are needing. Good advice. Thank you Will work on this I noticed I feel much better outside the apartment. I am starting to think that it is not just the fact that it is nice to be out and about and have lots of fresh air. There could be something in the apartment Kolleen I read your message again. Hard to read on the phone. You mention holding prayer meetings. I thought people praying in my apt. Yes I will try to organize that Thank you
