please pray for me

Thanks for the update!  :prayer-hands: praying for total body healing, that you find a more reliable caring doctor and that the employment doors open up for you.  Keep the faith.

Hello siblings, the severe pain in my body is almost gone. thank you .

However, the emotional pain is getting more intolerable. nothing comforts me. It is scary. I have gone out with friends, I am talking to a lot of people, I am going to church,..... no comfort anywhere. it is so scary. I spoke to my doctor and I have to take a medication. this medication is going to make the body pain come back again. it might effect my mobility. sorry to say that but I wish God would take me. I don't want to suffer anymore.

Heidi, I believe this site will encourage you in so many ways:

https://www.awmi.net/?fbclid=IwAR0nGb4WUBcfXuROV-ErRj3vUKhv_8N2A83dLsm8FqVuGX3vYT_uZ6xONj0

https://www.awmi.net/reading/teaching-articles/

I believe this site's Book Store has much to help you, spiritually and emotionally:
https://ficm.org/ :bible :rose:

Hi Kolleen,

Thank you for the links. They look good.

May the Lord God Almighty your heavenly Father watch over you as He does the sparrows!

I plead for the tender mercies of Christ to surround you day and night.  May the compassion of Christ visit you in body, soul and spirit.  May He reveal himself to you in a deep and personal way!

Praying not only for healing, but that the Lord grants unto you a visitation.  Oh, that you could hear directly from Him, of his great love for you.  All of Heaven is also lifting you up before the Lord.

If you could only fathom and experience His love in a new and fresh annointing your countenance would glow!  But for us here at RITAN, you are our family and we cherish the love we share!

Don't you realize that you are a blessing to His heart?!  Believe it and your life will be changed into the new creation He has fashioned for you to be!

We shall never meet in this life, but I love you cause He loves you!  Can't wait to share a hug once we are in Heaven for you are a beloved sister.

With love always....Tender Reed

What a beautiful prayer!

Thank you my dear brother.

Heidi as you know I suffer greatly, I have come to see it as a gift. It separates me from this world, I have nothing here and keeps my eyes on God and His mercy. I know it is hard but God will see you through till He comes for us. Prayer is my best friend. always in my prayers, :prayer-hands: :prayer-hands: :prayer-hands:

Thank you for your prayers Blake.