I sent an email to the psychic lady tonight. I was also consulting with an online friend about it. I told my friend what I wrote in the email. She thought it was good. my online friend commented on one thing in my email: I told the psychic lady that if she decides to connect with a church, I can tell her of good churches to connect with. My friend said not to leave a door open for correspondence. (and to ignore any future emails from her or even block her) I think she is right so I went ahead and sent another email to the psychic giving her the email and phone number of a ministry and told her to get in touch with them if she wants to connect with a church in the future. No, I prefer not to leave open doors for communications. Thanks for my friend for mentioning that. The doors have closed now. She sent me many emails and called me several times after I emailed her. I called the prayer lines, they said to block her if I have to. That would be considered stalking now if I told her I don't want to continue. she sent me an email and a text saying: we need to meet virtually or in person. Satan is no gentleman and doesn't care about your feelings! TR I stopped responding to her emails. No emails from her today. I had a job interview with WordShare (previously Gideons) it went really well. I like the people. the job is a little over an hour drive if I take the highway. I am supposed to be in the office Monday, Wednesday and Friday. some people told me even that is a long commute to work. on google maps, it says a little over an hour but in reality it might take much more than that. As much as I liked the people, I feel the stress of commuting to another city. I have been praying to God to please not have them offer me the job if it is going to be too much for me. I got an email from my previous employer asking me if I am available to go back. I said yes. I am going back next Monday. If the people in Cambridge offer me the job, I will get confused. I will think God wants me there for some reason. Heidi, God is not a God of confusion. You need to take time to sit down and ask yourself what your needs and desires are. Whichever brings you the most peace is the peace you should follow. God is a God of Peace. It is very likely and possible the Lord opened the doors to go back to your old employer. Wasn't it them that told you last week that it could be weeks before they would know if you could come back? If it was them, well, now here you are with an offer to return to them. Do you want the 2 hours minimum driving 3 days a week to the other job? Ask yourself these very basic questions so you know what you want. Ask yourself which job would be best and for what reasons. You could make a heading on paper of each company. Add "positive" and "negative" under each company. Then begin listing the good and bad for each one. When you look at your finished list, you should be able to discern which company is for you, and which one gives you the most peace to go to. I've mentioned making a list before. This is something only you can do on your own, to connect you with your own desires and feelings and needs. No one can determine that for you. When you pray over your finalized list, your answer should be easy. Then just follow through with your decision. Thank you Kolleen. I need some notebooks. I keep running out. I will go to Walmart or Dollarama this weekend and buy lots of them, different sizes. I went for a drive. I was thinking about how some Christians talk about heaven as our "real home". I was wondering if this is really true. I know it doesn't sound good me wondering that and I am supposed to be a Christian, however, this world is all I know .... I got a coffee from McDonalds and parked my car to drink it before it gets cold. I looked up and saw part of a sign. I think the sign said something like : make your dream home your real home. However, the sign was shielded by a tree branch and I found myself just staring at : your real home.
Do you want to consider moving to that city to avoid the drive?
Do you want to live in the city you are in now?...
