Heidi, our library has free computers and internet, you could look into that. As far as the woman, you never know what is going on in the work place.... If it is God's plan. it will work out. Praying Lee, thank you. I blame myself for not having planned this properly. I thought I could do a zoom meeting on my phone. I thought the library is not private and with people walking around and talking......... I could have asked for a private room.............I don't know. I am just tired. too much is going on. I finally got a new laptop after going to different stores, buying one and having to return it, then spending hours setting the laptop up, downloading stuff, ..............mentally I am very tired right now. Turn those feelings to the Lord, let Him be responsible instead of you! TR Thank you TR. I really feel overwhelmed. I really feel embarrassed now about what happened with that job interview. I think I really messed up. However, I was dealing with too many things and am trying not to beat myself up. However, I agree with what Lee said: if it is God's plan, it will work out. but I will mention something: this job is in a nearby city which I don't want to go to. I have some really bad memories of that place and I prefer not to live or work in that city. I prefer a new beginning in another place. Always look for His peace whether by positive confirmations or a block in your spirit! God often blocks my plans to check my spirit, for me to stay in his perfect will! TR I emailed HR asking them what now that the mandates are lifted. I got an email saying: "Yes the vaccine mandate has been lifted and we are reviewing if there will be an opportunity for you to return to work prior to June 30, 2022 The director of HR will be getting in touch within a couple of weeks" I am not sure how to interpret this email. Is there a chance that I might not get my job back or just saying not sure when they will have me back? They sent me a letter months ago saying that they will get in touch in May to check if I got vaxed, if not, will be terminated. They lifted the mandates, no need to keep us hanging until June unless they want to continue being mean. I was going to give up on my job search, shut down the computer and do something else when I got an email from ShareWord (they used to be Gideon, the ones who distribute the Bible all over the world) they are looking for an admin assistant and asked me when I am available to chat next week. I liked the ending of the email: God Bless. That job will be in a small city Heidi, I'm going to encourage you again - write it down! Write down your desires on anything important to you that you would want in a new job, whether you choose your old company back, or a new company. Then you take those desires and share them with the Lord, asking for His will above all, in trust. One big reason this is good to do when you have SO much swirling around you that can bring in confusion.... Is that you are being precise in giving your specific desires to God. You are asking for specific requests before Him And that is good because, when He answers and provides most or all of those requests, you can look back at them and know positively God has given it to you. And it is faith building, knowing that He heard you, led you, and fulfilled your desires. Hello Kolleen, thank you for the advice. For the last few weeks, I have been mostly reading posts on my phone so I might have missed things that people suggested to me. I am going to read all the responses to my posts again on my new laptop this weekend to make sure I have not missed or misunderstood anything. thank you :thankyou I am reading all your responses again on this thread. Thank you, again, everyone for your help. Regarding the psychic lady, this sentence from Kolleen's post hit me: "but the enemy lays his traps, and in this case, that is one of them – first to draw you in, and then her insistence on involving both your homes. Walk away in peace and pray for her" I keep hearing: "that is one of them" in my head.
