thank you everybody for your prayers Thank you, Geri and Kolleen. All went well. It shouldn't have but it did, I asked a lot of people to pray. I also had a quick zoom meeting with someone from my life group and we prayed in agreement. The Lord is good! And He loves us! TR the last 3 days have been hard and I have been scared. I just remembered that my best childhood friend got to a point in her life when she could not handle all the pain and stress in her life. At one point, whenever someone upset her, she would pass out. She just couldn't handle anything anymore. Her mother-in-law was giving her a hard time once and she told her to please not to stress her out because she will pass out. her mother-in-law thought she was just making things up and/or wants attention. She did continue with whatever she was doing or saying and my friend passed out. that is when her mother -in-law panicked and knew that my friend was being serious. I think it's disgusting when people don't take you seriously especially when you are dealing with so much stress and trying to draw their attention that you can't take it anymore. some time later, her family had to go overseas. I moved in with her because of her condition. I remember she was in the kitchen, chopping something with a large knife. she was telling me something sad, I remember the look on her face, the pain she felt, then it looked like she was going to pass out. I rushed towards her but she managed to control herself. I am afraid that too much stress and things gone wrong might be catching up with me. The way I am feeling is worrying me. 2 Timothy 1:7 New King James Version 7 For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. This is God's promise to you and every believer. Claim this in the name of the Word of God, Jesus Christ. May the Prince of Shalom give you shalom. :prayer-hands: In modern Israel, when someone greets you or says goodbye, they will typically say, Shalom. In saying this they are actually saying more than just hello or goodbye, and more than just a simple ‘peace be with you’. They are actually saying something more along the lines of, “may you be filled with a complete and perfect peace and be full of well-being” or, “may health, prosperity, and peace of mind and spirit be upon you.” Beyond being just a simple wish for peace and happiness, the word suggests a state of fullness and perfection; overflowing inner and outer joy and peaceful serenity. https://www.crosswalk.com/faith/spiritual-life/what-does-shalom-mean.html 
