I’m wired the same way ... I need high watch dates to get me through the year. Even though the dates have come and gone and can lead to disappointment ... I quickly perk up when I see another batch ... :mail: this is what keeps me going as a watcher. :yes: Excellent way of describing it, Watchman. What is considered "normal" is constantly shifting, isn't it? The life we view as "normal" can suddenly be swept away in a moment, though. As like Johanan I too am filled with the idea of "lasts". For quite some time, whenever I would gaze upon the loveliness of the Earth, or the many accomplishments of man, or works of art, my prevailing thought is that this is all gonna burn! To ad to this feeling of complacency and lasts, there seems little here that satisfies as it once did. Given that we are all broken vessels, I am finding people a burden and a chore. Family, friends, loved one's and even Christians are getting on my last nerve. I wonder why? Perhaps this detachment is something normal just prior to a Rapture?! Yes I often feel quite detached at times from the things of this life. TR What has me wondering is Yohanan’s spring hobby of finding Morel mushrooms in the forest. 🙁 No worries ... if he going to apply that fungus on slimy sushi fish ... but if its meant to ruin a lovely filet mignon ... oy vey ... what a sinful tragedy! 😉 They are absolutely splendid on a filet mignon! Mmmmmmm
