And what did you feel about their Metro Heidi? It "wowed" me! So bright, so clean and even entertaining! With people all around! yes, the metro is amazing but I am claustrophobic and not sure will be taking it, especially after the 2 times we got stuck in the tunnel for so long. However, that was Toronto and it's bad here Montreal is a cultured city that has great food. Especially the Jewish delis. Toronto used to be called Hogtown. Lol. If I had to live in one or the other it's Montreal hands down. I guess I will go to the Metro in Montreal and see how beautiful and bright it is. (not sure will take the train) I have been thinking that I messed up by coming to Toronto. should have been in Montreal all those years. this morning I thought: no, that's not true. God is guiding us. I was here for so many reasons. I met amazing people including a friend who is like family and I trust him like a brother. I just went outside to throw out recycling and my super was downstairs putting up carpets and clearing the ice. (first time it snows) he told me we should go out in my car sometime and he will show me how to handle the car in icy conditions. He has been driving for over 40 years and drove all sorts of vehicles including trucks. I have been thinking that I don't want to take the subway again and worried about very bad driving conditions and ending in the subway again during the winter. Hopefully, not so. My super said lets go out in icy conditions and have fun! I am a bit angry now. I got a letter from work and I know what it is about without reading it. I have at least 15 sick days that I haven't used. should I use them and stay home looking for other work? I have to go to the office tomorrow but I need time for myself to figure out what to do. My manager is a good to me and she is on vacation but she said she is checking her messages. I left a message for another colleague asking for some feedback. 
