Praying for you :prayer-hands: :rose: Betamax- I've been at a place in my life that sounds similar to yours...and what I found out is that the Lord remained faithful to me when I turned away from Him...and all it took on my part was an about face- 180 degree -turning away from the direction I was going to just turn around and see Him there- with wide open arms, eager to forgive, comfort, and love me with all He is- good & gracious....He is willing and able to take care of you when you repent and choose to walk step by step with Him- He is full of mercy and lovingkindness- trust Him more than anything or anyone else- especially (as it sounds like you've found out) ask Him to help you to trust Him more than even yourself....pour your heart out to Him and never look back or step away or ahead of Him- just be yoked, abide, trust with every little step- one at a time- with Him...never forget that He loves you so completely & unconditionally! Love & prayers in Christ Jesus our Lord and Savior Proverbs 3: 5 &6 Jeremiah 29:11 Praying for you also, Betamax. I think many of us have been at or almost at the place you are in now, where we feel like we can't or don't want to go on any longer...but the truth is we have a God who can and will sustain us in our times of hurting...even extended times. May you even begin to feel His presence as He ministers to you through the body of believers here. He loves you and cares about you my brother or sister. Know that many are lifting you up to Him...Bless you in Jesus name. :prayer-hands: He still died for you, and He still loves you more than you can ever love yourself! :heart: We are all broken vessels before the Lord. What is impossible with men, is possible with God! :rose: PS: We all love you too! 😉 TR :prayer-hands:
