I'm so sorry for your loss, and I appreciate your sentiments. Our Memorial Service is Monday. I'll be thinking of you all as well. Thank you, Becky! My prayers will be with you, too Love and hugs to you Donna! :rose: I have been battling RSD, MS, a deteriorating spine. And several other ailments for 14 years. In 2010 on a surgical table I got up and walked , the doctor with all my MRIs and scans was like " you can walk " totally amazed. I still walk, slow with a cane and it does hurt but do it ,I walk everyday only due to the grace of God. The pain is horrible and the dose of meds is off their charts. Yes I wonder why everyday, one doctor never thought I could last this long. The bills, oh yes lost my paid for no mortgage home everything in it. all I have left is some old clothes a beat up 15 year old truck. Truly only runs on God's grace. This is all true. God works in mysterious ways, my needs are met, yes the pain never goes away. I never question God's will, if I get off track He calls me back thru the Holy Spirit, He loves me , I know this and I feel the why to all this someday I might know , if that is His will. This site coming back gives me peace, He always provides. Yes I hope I make it to the day he calls us in the air, His will be done. Thank you all for being here. Who I am is a child of God. I'm here because I believe He is here with this group. What shall we do, Jesus answered trust in God We do it by prayer, faith and loving one another. Always was lead to this group as I am now, we are stronger, happier, and never stop praying and studying His word together. Thank you all Your brother in Christ Blake Brother Blake, you have amazing faith in our Lord! That is such a blessing. Yours is an inspiration to me and to others who read your testimony. Thank you for sharing it. I pray our Lord will give you an abundance of His Grace to see you through, especially in dealing with the pain.
