Thank you so much, Yohanan. I did chat with him for 15 minutes over the phone. he seems nice and exactly what i am looking for. i hope all will go well. i see him this Saturday. I do have a prayer request and this is hard on me. i no longer can take care of my cat. It has been so hard on me to take care of her while i have been sick the last year. Now i am having problems with asthma. i had 2 serious attacks in the last couple of weeks. once, I was scared i was going to end up in the hospital. i have been thinking about it a lot, but I can't have a pet anymore. i never abandoned an animal and it feels like abandonment even though i have strong reasons. i can't bear to put her in a pet carrier and take her to animal services. also, she is 13 years old, so it might take a while for her to get adopted if she does get adopted. i remember that there was something in the contract that I signed with the Toronto Cat Rescue stating that I should inform them if the pet is no longer with me. They have foster care. i wonder if someone can take her again into foster care and try to find her another home. i can't take her to a shelter, even though they will look after her and try to find someone for her. When I took her from her foster mom years ago, she emailed me the next day asking if the cat is doing ok and eating. i emailed her right away and told her she is ok. i even made it a point to get in touch every now and then to let her know all is well. i really hope a foster parent would take her and do the same for me: stay in touch at least for the first few days and assure me all is well. this is so hard on me. thank you Praying for you Heidi for your health and a new home for your cat. 
