Boulder95- I hadn't been on here in a while and just now seeing this and just want to add my prayers to your full and soon recovery - (either by Rapture or by God's touch of healing in your normal body.) Also, I appreciate you sharing information with us about your symptoms and what you've been going through with all of this...the Lord knows I am one who really wants information when I'm feeling anxious about unknowns and has had to help me remember to let go, knowing and believing that He is omniscient and is in control when it is all confusing and out of our control. I'm so sorry for your suffering- it sounds miserable. I have to say, when first seeing videos out of China, I had the thought of that song you posted! I guess a sense of humor is helpful at times when dealing with fears and trials...our family has found that to be true for us...but I've had times off and on now, too where even a remote awareness of all of the struggles of y'all who are sick and those who do try to help y'all and all who have lost loved ones, or jobs etc. and fears of losing my own loved ones or of my own illness and the potential process of dying overwhelms me with sorrow. I have to pour out my heart to the Lord (& usually my hubby, too) and be reminded of God's presence and plans and power...and be assured through His Word of His love and faithfulness to hold my hand every single step of the way. He is with you and will never leave you or forsake you. Do not fear. Be strong and very courageous. (from Deut. 31:6) May our Lord bless you with His peace that passeth all understanding (Phil. 4:7) and health in every way. thank you for the prayers starting to feel much better. Thanks You :prayer-hands:
