A dream I had in 2011.

Bsfc321 · 2020-09-19T23:34:45Z

Hi everyone. I have been wondering if I should post about this and I think I will. I want to say up front, I have no idea at all if it means anything at all. Some of you all know me from the old board. I am truly a mess of a person and I feel like a real no one in terms of Christianity and stuff. I have learned a ton, from people here, from reading my Bible and watching hundreds of hours of people like Chuck Missler, Dave Reagan, Ken Johnson, Billy Crone, JD Farag, many of whom I found through RITAN back in the day. I learn alot, I feel like I move forward in my walk and I kind of look for a ministry....and that is invariably where I fall apart and begin to get caught up in an inner battle of legalism and license and then I feel so much dumber than people I have read here and on other sites who seem to understand eschatology and theology to a tee, and I kind of lose my focus and then it all starts over. I am a musician and I have tried for years to fit the songs I hear in my head and write Christian music, and I am never very happy with the results. I am not into poppy or sappy music, and I know that music for God is supposed to be about the message, NOT the style or how good the music is, and I struggle with that. Generally I just feel like a totally failed Christian. And I think that is where God keeps me, honestly, because I am so hard headed and weak, it is the only way He can keep me humble. Anyway, I was in a very deep time of study in 2011, just totally devoured with eschatology and Bible study. I began praying daily and nightly for some kind of sign, and that sounds weird now to even me, like really naïve. But I did that for a few weeks. I really felt like it was very, very close at that time....I got a little TOO into the timing of it, in all honesty. I actually had a mini nervous breakdown thinking about it constantly. I went to sleep during this one night and I either had a dream or a vision, I have no idea which. It is still very clear in my mind, much more clear than any other dream I have had since or really even before. I saw a robed hand writing on a chalkboard , doing a long equation. The hand was writing very fast and I was mesmerized by what I was seeing. The hand stopped abruptly and made a line underneath a board full of equations, then wrote 5/21 under the the line and tapped the board next to it a few times to emphasize it was the answer. I can still see it really clearly, very strange. I woke up and it was VERY vivid, shockingly so. This was around the Fall of that year and I got stoked. I thought, that HAD to be a vision, God just told me the date, it is May 21st. I may have even posted it on the old RITAN board, I truly cannot remember it has been so long. I didn't tell anyone I knew or anything, but I did tell some people about Jesus and I remember feeling like a fake because I wasn't telling more people. May 21st of that year came and obviously my anticipation was sky high. Nothing happened. I figured to myself, well, it must be May 21st of next year, or a soon coming year. I got excited around that date for the next two years. Nothing happened obviously and I began to grow more and more anxious about stuff. I was basically addicted to prophecy and studying it at that point. Summer 2013 I had the only other dream that I have ever had like that kind of clarity and again, I still remember it very clearly now . I dreamt that I was in the Vatican, in some kind of large dining area where it was all priests and cardinals and clergy having dinner. I was eating and I looked over and Pope Francis was eating next to me, speaking in Italian and laughing with others at the table. He was grinning at me and his eyes were black, I could literally see every wrinkle, it was as real as reality. He began speaking to me in Italian and I could not understand him. I said, "I know what you are". He immediately grabbed me by the forearm and his touch was cold, like a freezing burn, his fingers were like iron ice grips. It hurt and I pulled back in my dream, but he got very close and began whispering in my ear in Italian. It was so real that I can remember his breathe was hot on my ear and I could feel it tickling my ear hairs. I was terrified and blurted out Jesus's name and something about getting away from me. He immediately disappeared and I could still feel the place where his fingers had been dug into my arm. I looked around saw a baby crawling quickly on the floor and saw that on the baby's body was the head of the Pope, still smiling at me. It began crawling away inbetween the legs of the people in the room. I woke up with a start and I could still feel the place where his fingers had been, it actually hurt. I stepped back from deep study after that. I still watched preachers weekly but I felt like I had to take a break from constant eschatological immersion. I prayed to God to let me focus more on just telling people about the Gospel and resting in Him. Over the last few years, again bein...

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