Andy, I have long admired your heartfelt videos! This is my first chance to say hello on the forum.

I wondered if perhaps this verse might also fit what you are saying in the first video?

For we are to God a sweet smell of Christ, in them that are saved, and in them that perish:

To the one we are the smell of death to death; and to the other the smell of life to life. And who is sufficient for these things? 2 Corinthians 2:15-16

Truly, what does it mean to be "out of one's mind"? Studying computer programming helped me learn to reduce things to simple choices: Yes/No; True/False; One/Zero.

Below is a quote that can illustrate this:

"He is no fool who parts with that which he cannot keep, when he is sure to be recompensed with that which he cannot lose". Rev. Philip Henry (1631-1696)

If we are out of our mind, it is for the sake of God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you. 2 Corinthians 5:13