Well, the writing is in the memo. I did my supervisors job all summer while the office hired a new person. She's been in the position for a month now and she issued a Memo to me yesterday that is vague and accusitory regarding my interaction with others in the office (mostly saying she 'had been told', not that she 'witnessed'). For the past month I have kept my head down and not been involved in the office politics to try to rise above the mismanagement and just do my job, so this was a big surprise yesterday. Management has been threatened by me for the past few years and after the office Bully hired a friend of his wifes, who is a very bad employee, I have been the focus of all that is unpleasant in my office. I am sending a letter to the Heads above my office but the letter will likely get me fired too as I am calling out the inappropriate hiring. I don't know how we will manage if I get fired but I trust HE will watch over my family. My husband only has a part time, occational job in disaster recovery. More than anything I want to accept HIS will. I do not see how any good can come to the situation at this point. Today I have called in sick because my eyes are so swollen from crying. I have tomorrow off for my 50th birthday. Not really much to celebrate now. I had a dream a couple weeks ago that I got fired, then one of my sisters who worked for 20 years for a school as the bookkeeper was fired the next week. I thought the dream was about her but now I am seeing it was me. I am praying that this letter I am sending today is helpful in that the higher ups at my employment will take a harder look at what is going on in my department but I am the only person in my office that does not hold a degree...And I work in a graduate degree program. I really don't stand a chance. I know I am not alone, there are so many people without work and trying to get along on nothing but faith. Please keep me in your prayers today. I sincerly appreciate your help. xxoo

Ruthie,

Happy Birthday! Don't let the devil rob you of your joy. Your job is a resource. God is the source. He can do anything, and if He allows you to lose your job, it is because either it will not matter as we will be in heaven soon or He has something better for you.

Having said that, I know it is next to impossible not to be worried sick. But God can fill you with peace, and I am praying that He does. I pray that you will be happier and more at peace than you ever have before.

God probably wants to take you out of such a bad environment. I have sensed through your posts that you are much too good for that job and that atmosphere. God had a blessing for those people through you, but they didnt want it. Well, what others mean for bad, God will turn it into a very large blessing for you. Just wait and see!



I am so sorry this is happening to you. I know how hard it is. I have been unjustly let go from two jobs in my lifetime so far and it hurts - deeply.

I agree with the others that God always had something better, but the meantime is indeed a mean time.

You are in my prayers.

Praying for you!

Lord, protect your Ruth! As in the story of Ruth, things became frightening and she lost everything. But when all looked the darkest she had a Kinsman Redeemer heading into her life! Father, we don't know what you have in store for our last-days Ruth. But You haven't changed...You are still that Kinsman Redeemer. And You own the cattle on a thousand hills. Give her Your peace as HisBeloved's song says. Show her that You are guiding her, even if it doesn't look like it. Your love is unquestioned, but sometimes we're afraid we miss Your direction. We don't know what Your plans are here, but help us to keep our eyes only on You and not looking at our feet. Our hearts remember, but sometimes our head forgets and we become afraid. Fix this Lord, because only You can! And we will give You the glory for it, and talk about Your work here forever. We will be looking for Your answer for Ruth and we thank you in advance because You are bringing one! Amen!

Ruthie, keep us posted and keep looking up Hon!   

Sometimes God works in mysterious ways. Maybe He is taking you out of this horrible environment because He has more in store for you.  Won't it honestly be a relief to be away from  these selfish and dishonest people?  God will find you a better job, perhaps one that will surround you with fellow believers or one where you can be a light to others instead of having to hide your light around such darkenss.  God bless you today, as you take a day of rest, and despite it all, have a wonderful birthday tomorrow!

Ruthie, I am praying for you, I have been in your situation in the past, and I know the stress you are experiencing is tremendous.  I wish you a Happy 50th and please enjoy the day despite the evil one trying to bring you down.

My love and prayers are going out to you.

BarbaraAnn 

I am so sorry you are going through this, Ruthie, sweet sister.

Praying you have a restful and comforted birthday, Ruthie ~

~ Father show the nearness of Your provision today, and draw her nearer with peace in the knowledge that You are holding Ruthie.  According to Your plans over her life. Father, thank You for Your Heavenly angels sent, in the comfort of Jesus.

Your Word has spoken . . Praying, believing You perfectly have ready an open door for her by the Power of Jesus.    oh, Lord Jesus, hold her, for she trusts Your promises declaring You meet the needs of Your children, for You are greater than the enemy.

Father,  be Ruthie's  strength, give her peace of mind, assure her that You are near, enclosing her in Your arms, Jesus.  Cause the entire office workers to be amazed over her countenance that no enemy can dim . .  Hold Ruthie in Your refuge, in Christ's Love protecting her from the enemy's snare, the darkness scattering from God's Majestic Light.

Though a thousand may fall around her, may Your Spirit comfort Ruthie,  Praying Your Strength, prepares her path each day, for she looks to You, Lord, trusting your promises granted the King's kids ~~

"How much more shall I, Your Heavenly Father give good things to you who ask Me" . . Matthew 7

Lifting you up dear Sis with all the rest here. As one who lost his job of 30+ years two years ago, I understand the fears and worries of being thrown into the unknown. The Lord provides for sure. He will be your Jehovah Jirah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ruthie 

You've reached a great age Isn't our God wonderful  to have allowed us to live to 50. Just for today forget all your cares and just you and your family enjoy this day. He is faithful to us, he will provide.

I agree with Martha that your post have seemed like you are in a bad work inviroment. I know from personal experiences that can wreck havoc on a persons spirit. Ruthie, you're his beloved and he will open another door that will be better. It has happened to me also, more than once. the thing is I now know if it had not happened the way it did, I wouldn't be where I am today. Bless you, dear one and so looking forward to those cookies. 

Hisbeloved, what an inspiring song. Thank you. 

Brenda

Ruthie,

I know what your going through. My last job became a very bad enviroment to work in, it was affecting me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I was the only one standing up for the Lord and I became a threat to them. Many things occurred over time and it was taking its toll on me. I tried so hard to make it work and made sure I would start the day of with the Lord and it still was a very bad place to work. The company was under a lot of pressure to stay in buisness and was loosing money every week. They started cutting our pay, hours, vacation, and paying us on credit. I was with them for 2 1/2 yrs and was very good at my job but it just got to the point of having to resign. I've been out of work for over 3 months now and even though I'm not employed right now, I'm so glad I left that place, I really don't regret it at all. There comes a time when you can only take so much and I know the Lord understands that.

I will be praying for you and I know that God has all things in His hands, just continue to trust Him and I know He will work all things for the good.  We are in the home stretch of this late hour we live in, so it won't be long before we go home and not have to deal with this fallen world anymore.

Take care and keep looking up!

YBIC

Matthew

Since I had the dream a couple of weeks ago regarding being fired, 4 times I have randomly hit Nehemiah 4:1. Last night when I was in such fret, I again turned to this when asking for guidance. Am I am being guided to 4:4 "Hear us, O our God, for we are despised." ? Does anyone have thoughts on this?

I thank God I have a friend in Jesus and in all my Rita friends. You are such inspiration for me. May all the people feeling hopeless today find this love through HIS light!

Ruthie, I am so sorry.  Company loyalty and faithfulness not to mention willingness to do what is needed anymore is no longer valued.  It sounds like this woman is insecure and feels threatened by you.

A degree is only part of a need.  I'd take the committed worker with values and skills any day over a degreed person but I'm not in a position to hire. They will miss you.  They don't know what they are doing--as you said 'mismanagement".  That sums it up nicely.

God needs you, loves you, values you.  He can do all things.  I pray you land on your feet with a better paying job and where you will be appreciated.  And if were as close as we think to the rapture you may not need another job.

Happy birthday Ruthie.  I hope you can celebrate doing something you want to do and enjoy.

Ruthie, I am so sorry dear sister! Seems that many of God's chosen are being stringently tested in Faith these last few years. Maybe these "hardships" are OUR final test of Faith...since He has chosen to keep us all from His wrath. The remaining Trib years...will be the "test of Faith" for all those who chose there own path.

Although, this doesn't exactly take away all the fear & anxiety...as I too am experiencing your same distress (monetarily & health-wise). I just keep relying on this verse...

Philippians 4:19

And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

...as I don't know how else to survive anymore! It's truly been by God's hand...as to my daily survival! I can't even get excited about anything this sickened world has to offer anymore...which is putting a true stranglehold on my marriage & family/friend relationships. All I can think on lately...is Heaven! Have FAITH Ruthie...God will see you through sister. I especially liked Destiny's post...regarding Ruth in the Bible! ;)

BTW...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Maybe all us RITANS can throw you a grand "50th" when we get home...& hoping that's SOON!! ;)

I've prayed in agreement with Destiny's prayer for you, Ruthie.  I'm so sorry you're facing all of this - I know it's terribly stressful.  Just keep your eyes on God....the rest will fall into place.

I pray your birthday is full of peace and joy.

Got suspended from work today on a lie. The muslim co-worker who doesn't like me lied and said that I yelled an expletive at her (4 times) in the ladies room. It is not true but they took her word for it and suspended me from work for 3 days, no pay. I went into work this morning with no knowledge of this so needless to say, I am beside myself right now. I can file a grievance when I return - huh, really? Fighting a lie....I've known they want me to quit....but they know I rarely curse and if I do, it's very mild. Would not use that kind of language that is charged in the letter given to me today.....I don't know what to say now....I do need some encouraging for sure.

prayers!

My first thought (not prophetic or anything) is that PERHAPS God allowed this to happen to seperate you from them. Perhaps for safety, perhaps because something is going to happen, I don't know.

I can tell you that hubby just was fired/let go from his Muslim boss 2 weeks ago (still looking for new jjob). God did that for a reason-- I don't know what yet, but he brought hubby home at this time for OUR good.

I can also tell you that God will deal with her for the lies against you. You can be guaranteed of that! You might not see it, but it WILL happen.

TRY really hard to have peace, spend this time doing as the Lord urges you-- prayer, Bible studies, preparing for whatever God has planned for you.

God is bigger than this!

God is working on it.

I'm praying for you but DO NOT give up until it's over!! Dreams can foretell but YOU can also pray for God to have mercy as He has graciously shared with you a future events. Dreams are not meant to be sat on! They are a call to intercede! I am praying that God will grant you GREAT favor and that like Esther and the nation of Israel, during the season we are currently in Purim, He will allow you to be victorious in protecting yourself!

Ruthie, looking for a job can be tortuous. What I did was open my mouth to my friends and I prayed the Lord to bring me the job since I couldn't take time off. He's the God of the impossible, Ruthie! Believe me, they will not get away with it! Pray for them - remember that it will be "as burning coals" on their heads. God will not forget you. You hang in there, rest to get rid of your virus and give it all to the Lord. We all know, He handles things so much better than we do!!!
God bless, sweet sis!
Lynn

I remember very well praying that God would intervene in my work situation and make His will clear. Followed by a heart felt "I didn't mean it THIS way Lord". You have been praying for things to change, and it looks like they are. Perhaps He wants you to enjoy Purim at home. Perhaps He is moving you out of this mission field to another, because the hearts are too stony in your current field. Perhaps He wants you to trust Him as your Provider, not your job. His ways are always perfect, but sometimes it takes a while to gain a perspective on it that doesn't make you want to hyperventilate. Or cry until your eyes are swollen. I trust that He will show Himself mighty in your life, in Melissa's life, and in all of our lives. He's not the Almighty God, King of the Universe and our Prince of Peace for nothing. His provision will be seen. And may He lift all of us up this week so that we can share His perspective on what all this has been about.

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I can feel the hugs. Thom, I was secretly thinking the same thing. The Lord knows I don't want to be at work when HE comes. I try to pray everyday for that office and everyone in it, this woman that hates me, I pray for the most. But it seems like the more I pray for her, the more aggressive she becomes toward me. Last night the moon was shining on me as I woke up from a dream, all I could remember was "it's black and white" and everything in the dream was black and white and I found something that I thought read 2012 but then realized that it was 2002. I've been a believer most of my life but 2002 was ~ when I was saved :)
Shomer, I can't wait to serve em' up!!!
Diana, this brought me calm. Thanks everyone! xxxooo

Ruthie, I'm praying too. I really believe that the aggressiveness you're seeing is a giant push by satan against believers just before we're taken out of here in the rapture. It's like there's a dividing line taking shape between those who belong to Jesus and those who don't that's making a disctinction between those taken and those left behind.

God Bless and Love,
FW

My prayers are going up for you also, Ruthie. Lord, please comfort and reassure our sister, Ruthie as she faces this situation in her life. Please surprise her with EXTRA peace for the trial and please help her to find a BETTER job that she will enjoy. Thank you, Father, in Jesus name.